thesis

hah....mcm xcaya kena truk ngn p.lang...
the reason napa aku xnk p.lang check thesis aku...

n yes...i admit...i done it with not full...n not even half...with no hearth n effort..
xder lgsung...wp ckit...
n yg pling best tp aku sentap ckit...ble p.lang ckp...
kalo cm tue...alang pun bley ltk...xder argument...xder supported n xder reliable...
haha...
yes...true..n it pain...

p.lang kata...ni keje "janji siap"
n aku ngaku...mmg pun...tp it make me realize..
aku dulu pun wat keje janji siap...
tp dulu aku tau apa aku nk..apa yg aku expect...
tp ble wat bnd nie...aku ase kosong...jiwa aku xder...aku pun xtau apa yg aku nk...
aku xtau pun apa yg aku wat...juz follow how she teach...
gle?
yes..i am...

tp aku nk prove kan kat p.lang n diri aku...
aku ttp aku...n i wont disappointed him n me else well.
aku mesti focus n aku mesti jd cm dulu...
hasil keje yg janji siap tue...
salu dpt magic touch frm me ~bkn nk pasan, but it usually like that~
n i will prove it
even it was not the topic i am in passion
but i will make it boom...

hope that by tomorrow, everything in the place...
Allah...help me...

baru tau ke aku ni ego?

kesian...baru tau yg aku ni ego n ssh nk buang ego aku tue...
kesian sgt2..ramai org tau...
n ramai gak tau...
aku mmg xkn buang ego aku...

n sbb ego aku nie...
aku nk kata...
ko jaga...akan ada hari tuk aku balas ko...
aku mmg xsuka bhutang lama2...
i will find out the right time to pay u back.
u better watch up.

nk wat cm ner?
dh mmg aku ase aku ni dh bgs...dh perfect..
so?apa masalah ko ni?
nk aku ikut cara ko?
xkan la...

ko marah aku dpn org?
ko tgu aku kena kan ko pun dpn org...
n hopefully when the time come...
it was in front of ppl that very important to u...
dont worry...
i wont even care abt ur dignity or ur name...
the only thing i know
u should pay back.

ye...aku tau...aku ni krg pengalaman...
lmbt mkn garam dr ko...
tp aku xbodoh...smpai xtau nk bezakan mn yg baik n mana yg buruk.
xpe2...dont worry...
aku xbdendam ngn ko...
tp ko bhutang ngn aku...
tue jer...
hutang kena byr blik...
tp kalo dendam..kn balas balik...
aku xsmpai mlempahkan air mata...
so ko selamat...aku kalo suh org byr hutang aku ni sgt nice
tp kalo aku nk bls dendam...aku aku sgt cruel...
not even u...me also dont like to see it.